Warning: This isn’t even a post, really.
P.S. I’m not using my own laptop for this, so no banner today. And I don’t even care. That’s how bad it is.
I have hit a low. I am frustrated, and exhausted, and anxious, and depressed. I feel trapped and I feel like I’m losing my mind. The past few weeks have had serious ups and downs.
I have no energy to be around the people I love. Tonight, I’m at my parents house and I’m hiding away in the computer room because I just can’t handle any more emotional exertion. I got angry at my mom for the tiniest thing. I got annoyed annoyed at my Dad for just being in the same room as me. This is what anxiety does. This is what it looks like.
I don’t have anything else to say. My thoughts are extremely jumbled right now. I am having trouble writing coherent sentences. But I like to blog when I’m having lows because it feels much more real than when I write after the fact. This is it. This is all I have to give today.