What I’m Feeling (Right Now).

Warning: This isn’t even a post, really.

P.S. I’m not using my own laptop for this, so no banner today. And I don’t even care. That’s how bad it is. 

I have hit a low. I am frustrated, and exhausted, and anxious, and depressed. I feel trapped and I feel like I’m losing my mind. The past few weeks have had serious ups and downs.

I have no energy to be around the people I love. Tonight, I’m at my parents house and I’m hiding away in the computer room because I just can’t handle any more emotional exertion. I got angry at my mom for the tiniest thing. I got annoyed annoyed at my Dad for just being in the same room as me.  This is what anxiety does. This is what it looks like.

I don’t have anything else to say. My thoughts are extremely jumbled right now. I am having trouble writing coherent sentences. But I like to blog when I’m having lows because it feels much more real than when I write after the fact. This is it. This is all I have to give today.

3 thoughts on “What I’m Feeling (Right Now).

  1. This is how I felt last night. I was frustrated, overwhelmed, anxious, upset. My husband could say nothing right and I could only take what he said the worst way. I ended up in tears and silence while he was at a lost as to what to do.
    Praying for us both today, Lauren!

    1. I’m sorry you’ve also been feeling this way. I can only imagine how hard it is for our husband’s too. I think one of the worst things about anxiety is how it affects the people we love.
      I hope you’re feeling better today :) And thank you for the prayers!

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